it sounds so clique...

i've never wanted to be one of those girls that was so attached to guys, and im glad i'm not, but theres this one guy....

i've known him for a long time and we were really close, and we dated on and off and would still be together if it wasnt for the distance, i think. and i don't know what happened but we're not talking as much and im afraid he got over me and i'm just left here. trying to get over him for so long and nothing's working. i mean, i havn't seen him in over a year. i don't know why i still care. i don't want to. and i don't know what to do.

i hate admitting that i really like a guy. it makes you feel vulnerable, but i've been holding this in and i needed to let it out.

i know everything happens for a reason, but this kinda hurts.